[ Oh. It's a funny joke - Kitty actually lets out a bleak ha before her eyes fill with tears. She presses her eyes shut and squeezes Cordelia's hands, both at the same time - a gesture that underlines just how little strength there is in her bony fingers. But the gesture gives her enough strength that, at least, she doesn't cry outright. ]

Yeah. I mean, I think I can probably look like I did before. But it's...hard. When I tried before, I just sort of...collapsed.